Little women- volume one


SECRETS

Jo was very busy in the garret, for the October days began to grow chilly, and the afternoons were short. For two or three hours the sun lay warmly in the high window, showing Jo seated on the old sofa, writing busily, with her papers spread out upon a trunk before her, while Scrabble, the pet rat, promenaded the beams overhead, accompanied by his oldest son, a fine young fellow, who was evidently very proud of his whiskers. Quite absorbed in her work, Jo scribbled away till the last page was filled, when she signed her name with a flourish and threw down her pen, exclaiming...
There, Ive done my best! If this wont suit I shall have to wait till I can do better.”
Lying back on the sofa, she read the manuscript carefully through, making dashes here and there, and putting in many exclamation points, which looked like little balloons. Then she tied it up with a smart red ribbon, and sat a minute looking at it with a sober, wistful expression, which plainly showed how earnest her work had been. Jos desk up here was an old tin kitchen which hung against the wall. In it she kept her papers, and a few books, safely shut away from Scrabble, who, being likewise of a literary turn, was fond of making a circulating library of such books as were left in his way by eating the leaves. From this tin receptacle Jo produced another manuscript, and putting both in her pocket, crept quietly downstairs, leaving her friends to nibble on her pens and taste her ink.
She put on her hat and jacket as noiselessly as possible, and going to the back entry window, got out upon the roof of a low porch, swung herself down to the grassy bank, and took a roundabout way to the road. Once there, she composed herself, hailed a passing omnibus, and rolled away to town, looking very merry and mysterious.
If anyone had been watching her, he would have thought her movements decidedly peculiar, for on alighting, she went off at a great pace till she reached a certain number in a certain busy street. Having found the place with some difficulty, she went into the doorway, looked up the dirty stairs, and after standing stock still a minute, suddenly dived into the street and walked away as rapidly as she came. This maneuver she repeated several times, to the great amusement of a black-eyed young gentleman lounging in the window of a building opposite. On returning for the third time, Jo gave herself a shake, pulled her hat over her eyes, and walked up the stairs, looking as if she were going to have all her teeth out.
There was a dentists sign, among others, which adorned the entrance, and after staring a moment at the pair of artificial jaws which slowly opened and shut to draw attention to a fine set of teeth, the young gentleman put on his coat, took his hat, and went down to post himself in the opposite doorway, saying with a smile and a shiver, “Its like her to come alone, but if she has a bad time shell need someone to help her home.”
In ten minutes Jo came running downstairs with a very red face and the general appearance of a person who had just passed through a trying ordeal of some sort. When she saw the young gentleman she looked anything but pleased, and passed him with a nod. But he followed, asking with an air of sympathy, “Did you have a bad time?”

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Not very.”
You got through quickly.”
Yes, thank goodness!”
Why did you go alone?”
Didnt want anyone to know.”
Youre the oddest fellow I ever saw. How many did you have out?”
Jo looked at her friend as if she did not understand him, then began to laugh as if mightily amused at something.
There are two which I want to have come out, but I must wait a week.”
What are you laughing at? You are up to some mischief, Jo,” said Laurie, looking mystified.
So are you. What were you doing, sir, up in that billiard saloon?”
Begging your pardon, maam, it wasnt a billiard saloon, but a gymnasium, and I was taking a lesson in fencing.”
Im glad of that.”
Why?”
You can teach me, and then when we play Hamlet, you can be Laertes, and well make a fine thing of the fencing scene.”
Laurie burst out with a hearty boys laugh, which made several passers-by smile in spite of themselves.
Ill teach you whether we play Hamlet or not. Its grand fun and will straighten you up capitally. But I dont believe that was your only reason for sayingIm gladin that decided way, was it now?”
No, I was glad that you were not in the saloon, because I hope you never go to such places. Do you?”
Not often.”
I wish you wouldnt.”
Its no harm, Jo. I have billiards at home, but its no fun unless you have good players, so, as Im fond of it, I come sometimes and have a game with Ned Moffat or some of the other fellows.”
Oh, dear, Im so sorry, for youll get to liking it better and better, and will waste time and money, and grow like those dreadful boys. I did hope youd stay respectable and be a satisfaction to your friends,” said Jo, shaking her head.
Cant a fellow take a little innocent amusement now and then without losing his respectability?” asked Laurie, looking nettled.
That depends upon how and where he takes it. I dont like Ned and his set, and wish youd keep out of it. Mother wont let us have him at our house, though he wants to come. And if you grow like him she wont be willing to have us frolic together as we do now.”
Wont she?” asked Laurie anxiously.

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No, she cant bear fashionable young men, and shed shut us all up in bandboxes rather than have us associate with them.”
Well, she neednt get out her bandboxes yet. Im not a fashionable party and dont mean to be, but I do like harmless larks now and then, dont you?”
Yes, nobody minds them, so lark away, but dont get wild, will you? Or there will be an end of all our good times.”
Ill be a double distilled saint.”
I cant bear saints. Just be a simple, honest, respectable boy, and well never desert you. I dont know what I should do if you acted like Mr. Kings son. He had plenty of money, but didnt know how to spend it, and got tipsy and gambled, and ran away, and forged his fathers name, I believe, and was altogether horrid.”
You think Im likely to do the same? Much obliged.”
No, I dontoh, dear, no!—but I hear people talking about money being such a temptation, and I sometimes wish you were poor. I shouldnt worry then.”
Do you worry about me, Jo?”
A little, when you look moody and discontented, as you sometimes do, for youve got such a strong will, if you once get started wrong, Im afraid it would be hard to stop you.”
Laurie walked in silence a few minutes, and Jo watched him, wishing she had held her tongue, for his eyes looked angry, though his lips smiled as if at her warnings.
Are you going to deliver lectures all the way home?” he asked presently.
Of course not. Why?”
Because if you are, Ill take a bus. If youre not, Id like to walk with you and tell you something very interesting.”
I wont preach any more, and Id like to hear the news immensely.”
Very well, then, come on. Its a secret, and if I tell you, you must tell me yours.”
I havent got any,” began Jo, but stopped suddenly, remembering that she had.
You know you haveyou cant hide anything, so up andfess, or I wont tell,” cried Laurie.
Is your secret a nice one?”
Oh, isnt it! All about people you know, and such fun! You ought to hear it, and Ive been aching to tell it this long time. Come, you begin.”
Youll not say anything about it at home, will you?”
Not a word.”
And you wont tease me in private?”
I never tease.”
Yes, you do. You get everything you want out of people. I dont know how you do it, but you are a born wheedler.”
Thank you. Fire away.”
Well, Ive left two stories with a newspaperman, and hes to give his answer next week,” whispered Jo, in her confidants ear.

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