The House Of Mirth


17 - Seventeen

Miss Bart, emerging late the next morning from her cabin, found herself alone on the deck of the Sabrina.

The cushioned chairs, disposed expectantly under the wide awning, showed no signs of recent occupancy, and she presently learned from a steward that Mrs. Dorset had not yet appeared, and that the gentlemenseparatelyhad gone ashore as soon as they had breakfasted. Supplied with these facts, Lily leaned awhile over the side, giving herself up to a leisurely enjoyment of the spectacle before her. Unclouded sunlight enveloped sea and shore in a bath of purest radiancy. The purpling waters drew a sharp white line of foam at the base of the shore; against its irregular eminences, hotels and villas flashed from the greyish verdure of olive and eucalyptus; and the background of bare and finely-pencilled mountains quivered in a pale intensity of light.

How beautiful it wasand how she loved beauty! She had always felt that her sensibility in this direction made up for certain obtusenesses of feeling of which she was less proud; and during the last three months she had indulged it passionately. The Dorsetsinvitation to go abroad with them had come as an almost miraculous release from crushing difficulties; and her faculty for renewing herself in new scenes, and casting off problems of conduct as easily as the surroundings in which they had arisen, made the mere change from one place to another seem, not merely a postponement, but a solution of her troubles. Moral complications existed for her only in the environment that had produced them; she did not mean to slight or ignore them, but they lost their reality when they changed their background. She could not have remained in New York without repaying the money she owed to Trenor; to acquit herself of that odious debt she might even have faced a marriage with Rosedale; but the accident of placing the Atlantic between herself and her obligations made them dwindle out of sight as if they had been milestones and she had travelled past them.

Her two months on the Sabrina had been especially calculated to aid this illusion of distance. She had been plunged into new scenes, and had found in them a renewal of old hopes and ambitions. The cruise itself charmed her as a romantic adventure. She was vaguely touched by the names and scenes amid which she moved, and had listened to Ned Silverton reading Theocritus by moonlight, as the yacht rounded the Sicilian promontories, with a thrill of the nerves that confirmed her belief in her intellectual superiority. But the weeks at Cannes and Nice had really given her more pleasure. The gratification of being welcomed in high company, and of making her own ascendency felt there, so that she found herself figuring once more as thebeautiful Miss Bartin the interesting journal devoted to recording the least movements of her cosmopolitan companionsall these experiences tended to throw into the extreme background of memory the prosaic and sordid difficulties from which she had escaped.

If she was faintly aware of fresh difficulties ahead, she was sure of her ability to meet them: it was characteristic of her to feel that the only problems she could not solve were those with which she was familiar. Meanwhile she could honestly be proud of the skill with which she had adapted herself to somewhat delicate conditions. She had reason to think that she had made herself equally necessary to her host and hostess; and if only she had seen any perfectly irreproachable means of drawing a financial profit from the situation, there would have been no cloud on her horizon. The truth was that her funds, as usual, were inconveniently low; and to neither Dorset nor his wife could this vulgar embarrassment be safely hinted. Still, the need was not a pressing one; she could worry along, as she had so often done before, with the hope of some happy change of fortune to sustain her; and meanwhile life was gay and beautiful and easy, and she was conscious of figuring not unworthily in such a setting.

She was engaged to breakfast that morning with the Duchess of Beltshire, and at twelve oclock she asked to be set ashore in the gig. Before this she had sent her maid to enquire if she might see Mrs. Dorset; but the reply came back that the latter was tired, and trying to sleep. Lily thought she understood the reason of the rebuff. Her hostess had not been included in the Duchesss invitation, though she herself had made the most loyal efforts in that direction. But her grace was impervious to hints, and invited or omitted as she chose. It was not Lilys fault if Mrs. Dorsets complicated attitudes did not fall in with the Duchesss easy gait. The Duchess, who seldom explained herself, had not formulated her objection beyond saying: “Shes rather a bore, you know. The only one of your friends I like is that little Mr. BryHES funny—” but Lily knew enough not to press the point, and was not altogether sorry to be thus distinguished at her friends expense. Bertha certainly HAD grown tiresome since she had taken to poetry and Ned Silverton.

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On the whole, it was a relief to break away now and then from the Sabrina; and the Duchesss little breakfast, organized by Lord Hubert with all his usual virtuosity, was the pleasanter to Lily for not including her travelling-companions. Dorset, of late, had grown more than usually morose and incalculable, and Ned Silverton went about with an air that seemed to challenge the universe. The freedom and lightness of the ducal intercourse made an agreeable change from these complications, and Lily was tempted, after luncheon, to adjourn in the wake of her companions to the hectic atmosphere of the Casino. She did not mean to play; her diminished pocket-money offered small scope for the adventure; but it amused her to sit on a divan, under the doubtful protection of the Duchesss back, while the latter hung above her stakes at a neighbouring table.

The rooms were packed with the gazing throng which, in the afternoon hours, trickles heavily between the tables, like the Sunday crowd in a lion-house. In the stagnant flow of the mass, identities were hardly distinguishable; but Lily presently saw Mrs. Bry cleaving her determined way through the doors, and, in the broad wake she left, the light figure of Mrs. Fisher bobbing after her like a row-boat at the stern of a tug. Mrs. Bry pressed on, evidently animated by the resolve to reach a certain point in the rooms; but Mrs. Fisher, as she passed Lily, broke from her towing-line, and let herself float to the girls side.

Lose her?” she echoed the latters query, with an indifferent glance at Mrs. Brys retreating back. “I daresayit doesnt matter: I HAVE lost her already.” And, as Lily exclaimed, she added: “We had an awful row this morning. You know, of course, that the Duchess chucked her at dinner last night, and she thinks it was my faultmy want of management. The worst of it is, the messagejust a mere word by telephonecame so late that the dinner HAD to be paid for; and Becassin HAD run it upit had been so drummed into him that the Duchess was coming!” Mrs. Fisher indulged in a faint laugh at the remembrance. “Paying for what she doesnt get rankles so dreadfully with Louisa: I cant make her see that its one of the preliminary steps to getting what you havent paid forand as I was the nearest thing to smash, she smashed me to atoms, poor dear!”

Lily murmured her commiseration. Impulses of sympathy came naturally to her, and it was instinctive to proffer her help to Mrs. Fisher.

If theres anything I can doif its only a question of meeting the Duchess! I heard her say she thought Mr. Bry amusing——”

But Mrs. Fisher interposed with a decisive gesture. “My dear, I have my pride: the pride of my trade. I couldnt manage the Duchess, and I cant palm off your arts on Louisa Bry as mine. Ive taken the final step: I go to Paris tonight with the Sam Gormers. THEYRE still in the elementary stage; an Italian Prince is a great deal more than a Prince to them, and theyre always on the brink of taking a courier for one. To save them from that is my present mission.” She laughed again at the picture. “But before I go I want to make my last will and testamentI want to leave you the Brys.”

Me?” Miss Bart joined in her amusement. “Its charming of you to remember me, dear; but really——”

Youre already so well provided for?” Mrs. Fisher flashed a sharp glance at her. “ARE you, though, Lilyto the point of rejecting my offer?”

Miss Bart coloured slowly. “What I really meant was, that the Brys wouldnt in the least care to be so disposed of.”

Mrs. Fisher continued to probe her embarrassment with an unflinching eye. “What you really meant was that youve snubbed the Brys horribly; and you know that they know——”

Carry!”

Oh, on certain sides Louisa bristles with perceptions. If youd even managed to have them asked once on the Sabrinaespecially when royalties were coming! But its not too late,” she ended earnestly, “its not too late for either of you.”

Lily smiled. “Stay over, and Ill get the Duchess to dine with them.”

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I shant stay overthe Gormers have paid for my SALON-LIT,” said Mrs. Fisher with simplicity. “But get the Duchess to dine with them all the same.”

Lilys smile again flowed into a slight laugh: her friends importunity was beginning to strike her as irrelevant. “Im sorry I have been negligent about the Brys——” she began.

Oh, as to the Brysits you Im thinking of,” said Mrs. Fisher abruptly. She paused, and then, bending forward, with a lowered voice: “You know we all went on to Nice last night when the Duchess chucked us. It was Louisas ideaI told her what I thought of it.”

Miss Bart assented. “YesI caught sight of you on the way back, at the station.”

Well, the man who was in the carriage with you and George Dorsetthat horrid little Dabham who doesSociety Notes from the Riviera’—had been dining with us at Nice. And hes telling everybody that you and Dorset came back alone after midnight.”

Alone—? When he was with us?” Lily laughed, but her laugh faded into gravity under the prolonged implication of Mrs. Fishers look. “We DID come back aloneif thats so very dreadful! But whose fault was it? The Duchess was spending the night at Cimiez with the Crown Princess; Bertha got bored with the show, and went off early, promising to meet us at the station. We turned up on time, but she didntshe didnt turn up at all!”

Miss Bart made this announcement in the tone of one who presents, with careless assurance, a complete vindication; but Mrs. Fisher received it in a manner almost inconsequent. She seemed to have lost sight of her friends part in the incident: her inward vision had taken another slant.

Bertha never turned up at all? Then how on earth did she get back?”

Oh, by the next train, I suppose; there were two extra ones for the FETE. At any rate, I know shes safe on the yacht, though I havent yet seen her; but you see it was not my fault,” Lily summed up.

Not your fault that Bertha didnt turn up? My poor child, if only you dont have to pay for it!” Mrs. Fisher roseshe had seen Mrs. Bry surging back in her direction. “Theres Louisa, and I must be offoh, were on the best of terms externally; were lunching together; but at heart its ME shes lunching on,” she explained; and with a last hand-clasp and a last look, she added: “Remember, I leave her to you; shes hovering now, ready to take you in.”

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